Thanks to all for the nice words. I got him back in his urn and now he will always be with me again. After loosing such a dog and feeling so bad I wonder if I wan't to experience this again one day. It gets so bad I think it is better to not have pets. My family wants me to take another one because it will help me to distract myself, in fact they found me another one. He is nice.. But I don't know. I like the temperament of Lexi, he even improved so much in agility he was our club mascot.. every one knew me as the girl with the flying bear. I had so many plans for him. I don't know if I can make another spitz like him.