Prayers needed

It's time

I haven't come to sheltie nation for awhile since Scottie fell out of remission. There have been ups and downs and now I believe the time has come to let him go. He is in the hospital and things didn’t go well last night. The doctor said they had to put him in oxygen and today he is vomiting. The white blood cells went from 14,000 to 40,000 from yesterday. The doctor is going to talk with the pathologist. If this jump is the cancer there is nothing to do at this point… but it could also be from his body fighting. I know in my gut it’s going to be the cancer so I will probably need to do what I have been dreading.
My heart is broken in a million pieces. I can't breathe and I feel like I need to vomit. Yes, I have been here before but this time my baby is only 5 years old. I prayed for a miracle and believed it could happen. I don't know how I will go on. My entire life has revolved around Scottie, what he needs, his supplements, his appointments and do all the things he loved. I can't breathe.
 
I am so sorry to read that Scottie has taken a turn for the worse.
I understand you are shattered right now! Reading your post, I could feel your pain and could hardly breath knowing the suffering you are both enduring.

I so wish we could be there with you to hug and comfort you. :hugs

We all understand when the time comes we must let our beloved shelties go to Rainbow Bridge, but the fact that Scottie is so young is just crushing.

My heart, arms, and soul surround you at this horribly difficult time. As tears stream down my face as I type this, I want you to know we love you and care for you at this emotional cross roads you now face.

ALL MY LOVE and PRAYERS are with you and dear sweet Scottie! :hugs
 
I am so sorry to hear this news. All I can say is to hang in there and do what you think is best for Scottie. I wish I could say something to help you...my thoughts and prayers are with you and your beloved Scottie.
 
I am so very sorry to read this update for your precious little lad. Whatever happens, Scottie is blessed to know the deep love you have for him and the special times you have shared. :hugs

Trini
 
You are all in my thoughts and prayers. It's never easy to do what you're faced with, but sometimes we must. Scotty is lucky to have you be so brave or him.
 
Update

Thank you to everyone for your kind words and prayers. To everyone's shock, including the oncologist, Scottie has pulled through. The white blood cell explosion was due to his body fighting the infection and not the cancer taking over his body. He may come home from the hospital tomorrow. I am happy beyond belief... but we will still need to continue to fight the cancer.
 
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