OH my gosh.. This took my breath away. I certainly didn't expect it to be anything this bad. I'm so sorry for you! I have also lost a 3 year old, but to a different disease. I know what you're going through, but you did the best thing for Zoro. In time, this will comfort you as well as the good memories you have. Sometimes in life...loved one's are only meant to touch our lives for short periods of time. Again, I'm so sorry for you.