I spent a few hours with him today. This morning he was so happy and excited he looked great. Then took Tully to Santa and came back and he was tired and just slept. But it was lovely, I sat with him for a few hours, he got up sometimes to change position and check I was still there and then slept again. Tully slept close by him, when he moved she moved.
He has a tube in his neck for food but he is eating (Deska will never not eat), he's got lots of shaving underneath and sides and a drip line.
Unfortunately in the afternoon he had bloody diarrhea, they weren't too concerned. Tonight I went to drop in his food, gosh he turned himself inside out, and then when he realised I had food - it was the old Deska, eyes big and bright, a huge smile, so I gave him half an egg. But he needed the toilet and had bloody runs again so they took him back to put on drip and I didn't even get a cuddle.
The overnight vets are most worried about dehydration, but the specialist said the big risk is bleeding because he can't clot with how bad his liver is; I wish they would focus on that. It was quiet when I went in tonight so hoping it will stay quiet so they can focus on Deska overnight. I am still worried about the bleeding. They won't let me bring him home to die if he worsens, they say it will make it worse for him.
Didn't sleep much last night and been on the go all day today. Having a wine and hoping that will send me to sleep (and I don't drink!).
